Wednesday, January 2, 2013

Day 2..evening.

Well, my post from this morning was indicative of how the day transpired..and let's just say it wasn't very pretty.
I was quite irritable and hungry today. I ate. I drank water. I always drink water. I love my insulated Klean Kanteen so much that it's an extension of my hand. Maybe it was because I haven't been eating big meals..just little ones. However, my best guess is that it was the "sugar monster." I feel that I should put SUGAR MONSTER in all caps because seriously..that bitch was pissed off today. The "sugar monster" is no one to mess with when you deprive her. She's an addict. Hardcore addict. I think that she would have eaten an m&m off of the disgusting, dirt-filled, pee soaked snow if I would have let her. Seriously. 
But, I managed to overcome and ignore her madness for yet another day. I made a special trip to my favorite health food store this afternoon and picked up some avocados, eggs, coconut milk and seed crackers (called Mary's Gone Crackers--which are AWESOME.) And for dinner this evening I made some guacamole and had a few crackers with that and a few eggs. It's not getting much easier for me to eat whole eggs. I'm hoping that by the end of this that I will be able to report differently. It's an aversion I've created myself in my own brain. Ha! It's probably half of the reason I'm a vegetarian. 
At any rate--it's my bedtime. Another part of this challenge is I'm making myself get back into the bedtime that I used to adhere to pretty strictly a few years ago. I know first hand that getting enough sleep is crucial to every single aspect of life. So, with that..I'm putting myself to bed and hoping that the "sugar monster" is a bit more docile tomorrow.

Sweet Dreams. 

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